The "closed" signs turn, lights shut off
A few footsteps and a streetlight in an open camp
Stars shine, you left, you may be sleeping
In a soft bed where I wish we could have slept
I wish we could have sit on the beach
And watch the veil of clouds fall on the sea
And tears fall smiles stay, apologies are heard
But the worst sound ever is the lack of words
Sometimes I hurt myself to not feel the sadness
Sometimes I don't wash the blood to feel the shame
I wish I could have been more and less
I'd be better if you could have felt the same
And people walk, they laugh, they cry
And the lights shut off for the sky to shine
Sometimes I feel like the loneliness
Is necessary for me to write something honest

And there's broken glass in my heart
But it has kept on beating ever since the start
Sometimes I wish it could have stopped
When it started to hurt my skin
The needles dig a hole inside
Opening everything so wide
And I'm still bargaining
Let's go back to the beggining
And there's broken glass in my heart
But it has kept on beating ever since the start
Sometimes I wish it could have stopped
When it started to hurt my skin
The needles dig a hole inside
Opening everything so wide
And I'm still bargaining
Let's go back to the beggining

When I close my eyes you come back to haunt me
You're in the coloris, the corner of every street
If you wanted me to go slow and easy
I would have done it in a heartbeat
My heart is torn and in shreds
I'm squeezing the rope 'til my hands turn red
I don't want to die in a world where I missed
An opportunity to blow and steal you a little kiss
Something soft and sweet and pointless
I don't knwo why I care so much
But tomorrow I'll wake up again
Faking that everything is fine and well
I'll talk to you, laugh with you
And make small hints of love only you could tell
And again your face will turn to a beautiful red
And I'll smile though inside there's a fucking hurricane
And if one day you echo with the love that's in my chest
Just know I needed this all my life and
With you I'd spend the rest

The rest

Oh I love you...

And there's broken glass in my heart
But it has kept on beating ever since the start
Sometimes I wish it could have stopped
When it started to hurt my skin
The needles dig a hole inside
Opening everything so wide
And I'm still bargaining
Let's go back to the beggining
And there's broken glass in my heart
But it has kept on beating ever since the start
Sometimes I wish it could have stopped
When it started to hurt my skin
The needles dig a hole inside
Opening everything so wide
And I'm still bargaining
Let's go back to the beggining

I don't know why I keep falling in love if it hurts so much.
I don't know why I keep falling in love if it hurts so much.
I don't know why I keep falling in love if it hurts so much.
I don't know why I keep falling in love if it hurts so much.
I don't know why I keep falling in love if it hurts so much.
I don't know why I keep falling in love if it hurts so much.
I don't know why I keep falling in love if it hurts so much.
I don't know why I keep falling in love if it hurts so much.

(So this is it. This is how it all ends. Ok. So I'm sending you this voicemail Karen because... I've been trying to contact you the whole night. I've just realized that you've left the party and that I was alone so I left too and I hope you... I hope you didn't sleep alone. I just want you to be happy, that's it. I've been trying to call you because I-... there's a weird feeling in my heart and in my stomach. I'm feeling very weak right now... And you know... I just ... ... Yeah I love you... You know I didn't have fun, nobody had fun, you didn't have fun, nobody at fun at this shitty party. We all go here because we need to drink, we all go here because we need to take drugs, and after all we're all just so unhappy. It made me realize why I'm so unhappy. So, I hope you're not mad at me, I hope you still think about and you still care for me. Because I still care for you. I don't know if I'm ever gonna wake up again, but yeah, I love you and the party never should have started in the first place...)

[Painful coughs of someone that's about to die]