1. |
Falling in the pit
04:00
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I sat next to you
In the classroom
I fell in love
I fell in you
I had nothing to say
And you filled that hole
(ooo)
I fell in love
I fell in love
I fell
I fell
Do you remember that conversation
we had in the staircase
And It's all over, I'm a lonely oh
So lonely lover
I fell in love
I fell
I fell in you
I fell in you
And it's over
And it's over
it's over
and it's-
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH (OOOOOOOOO)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH (OOOOOOOOO)
I fell in love
I fell
I sat next to you
In the classroom
I fell in love
I fell in you
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2. |
Unlucky boy
03:42
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We're all afraid when we're in a plane
We all know it could crash
In the sea and then sink
But it never, never happens
We're all afraid when we're in a plane
But we're not insane
Because we know we're gonna land
Every journey has an end
There's one percent chance of it happening
But it always fails
There's one percent chance of it happening
But it always fails
(it always fails ...)
Oh god, give me a chance
I will be the man
I will stop pretending
I will go back to the beggining
I failed a lot
I failed too much
Now it's time
To move on
There's one percent chance of it happening
But it always fails
There's one percent chance of it happening
But it always fails
(it always fails ...)
A human without talent
Without a voice
I'm lost in the crowd
And I sing at loud
None of my songs will be remembered
There are just like that bird
You appreciate them in the moment
But you turn your head and it disappears
There's one percent chance of it happening
But it always fails
There's one percent chance of it happening
But it always fails
There's one percent chance of it happening
But it always fails (I'm falling down)
There's one percent chance of it happening
But it always fails (I'm falling down)
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3. |
Insecurity and GPS
06:16
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(I'm not a guy
into that kind of thing
I'm not a guy
into that kind of thing
I'm not a guy
into that kind of thing
I'm not a guy
into that kind of thing)
So
What are we doing tonight ?
I'm gonna stay in my cell
Hey dude Are you alright ?
It's something I can not tell
Don't invite me please
Don't invite me please
It's gonna be a disaster
Don't listen, don't bother
Well you went bastard
Well you went bastard
Well you went bastard
Well you went bastard
Why am I feeling so trapped in my own decisions
Why am I feeling so lost in my emotions
I'm still asking myself the same question
The same question, the same question
What is the point of all of this ?
What is the point of all of this ?
Sleeping in the classroom
Walking in my bedroom
(Raise your voice
At least once)
Well you went bastard
Well you went bastard
Well you went bastard
Well you went bastard
You all control me
With my consent
I'm lost in the sea
I'm lost in the ocean
The ripples keep on scratching my back
I need to clear up my throat
So I spat my glair on the ground
While you were looking all around
And I spat blood in the toilets
And I spat blood when you punched me
When you bathed my head in sand
Memories memories, without any end
Am I ever gonna dance ?
Am I ever gonna dance ?
Should I be worried by the glances
No, turn around, and do all the dances
(Raise your voice
At least once)
Well you went bastard
Well you went bastard
Well you went bastard
Well you went bastard
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4. |
Panic attack
04:43
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My head is going to explode after this horrifying night
I promise dad I was not smoking, I was alright
I just had a really hard, really hard panic attack
And she was there talking to me and he was there too
I was fading into the lights and the songs and the screams
I was so caught in the crowd I couldn't breathe
My breath was caught by you, by the tears, by the wine, by the beers
I swear those cigarettes aren't mine.
-Mine
Dad.
Dad.
Lost in the pain I felt
The pain I felt
The party stopped at 4 aM
But it stopped sooner for me
At midnight I was panicking
Fucking crowd, you ruined everything
Is it okay to say that I fell in love with you
When you sat there to talk with me
I want to cuddle you too
But you told me "no", I know, but I wasn't ready
I love you
I fucking love you
I wish I could say sorry
I wish I could sing it
And I love
you.
it's so long
What can I say in the end
What can I say in the end
What can I sing about you that hasn't been already sung
It was a terrifying panic attack
It was a terrifying panic attack
It was a terrifying panic attack
It was a terrifying panic attack
It was a terrifying panic attack
It was a terrifying panic attack
It was a terrifying panic attack
It was a terrifying panic attack
It was a terrifying panic attack
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5. |
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Should I always follow you ?
Don't you realize in what shit
I'm getting myself into ?
And everyday I take antidepressants
Prozac, Xanax, Lexotan, Tranxene
Come, get in my spiral
I'm almost out of oxygene.
I'm nothing, just a grain of dust
Are you the ones I should trust ?
Are you the ones I should follow ?
I'm afraid of my own shadow
And oh, I don't know where we're going
One day I willl choose
If I should follow you
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
But it's not that easy
it's not that easy
It's not easy
It's really hard
God, help me just for once
Please
I remember that time in english class
We had written dumb shit on our paper
We were afraid to even pass
So we tried to avoid eye contact with the teacher
And everytime she decided to pick a group
We were right there face to face
You think I was blushing because of the test
But I was just so fucking in love with you
When my ex broke up
And the texts I had sent to you
They were actually a cry hor help
I didn't know what to do
I'm afraid of moving on
Oh love is cruel, love has no pity
But love is just so addictive
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
(Do something)
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
(Do something)
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
(Do something)
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6. |
To forget
05:31
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[Capo on the 3rd fret : Am D G G]
You were all drunk at midnight
In the middle I was alright
I've always been sober
It's never over
You were kissing like two
Cuddling birds who
We wanted to see
Dance dance dance and dance
[Em C D Em / Em C D Em / G]
I don't want to move my limbs
I just want to watch you move
To watch you drink
It makes me think
x2
About you
We were all confessing
Our failed romances
And I was the only one
Who was listening
Briac told me that love was
Like a tree, and you just had to
Forget the roots
But my love is a fucking forest
[Em C D Em / Em C D Em / G]
I don't want to move my limbs
I just want to watch you move
To watch you drink
It makes me think
x2
About you
[Am Em]
I'll never
Be able
To forget
And move on
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7. |
The tall lighthouse
05:18
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(So I'm gonna refer to a girl named "blanche" which means "white" in french so some of the symbolism will be a little bit more obvious)
Oh lovy boy
You hurt me
When you shot your arrow
You knew it would be clear
I felt pretty nervous when I first
Sat next to you in class
I didn't know you at all
But it was pretty nice
We were laughing at loud
In the middle of the crowd
You were drawing little smiles
On my notebook when I was sad
I remember how traumatized you looked
When I told you I had clinical depression
And I cried next to you One night
(the chorus is not really about the girl)
Half of my life, half of my life
Half of my life, half of my life
Your dresses and your glasses
You were beautiful to me
Don't care about the others
They are just a bunch of machines
Your little imperfections
Were what made me fell in love the most
You were the white light
That guided me at night
Oh why oh why
Did lovy boy bit my heart
As the days went on my love grew
I was shaking everytime I saw you
It was becoming clear
It was becoming clear
And I sat on the step
Of that staircase
And I confessed
I love you.
Half of my life, half of my life
Half of my life, half of my life
I had already been rejected a lot
But this time I couldn't move on
Every conversation became awkward
You stopped talking to me
You did not bother to see
The texts I had sent to you
While on a breakdown
No light shines anymore
In my heart
Deep inside
I need your voice
Punch me in the stomach
If you want to
I just want to see your face
And in the night I lit up a candle
To remember the times
Where I had this lighthouse
Now I'm lost in the ocean
Why won't the love fade away
Why am I thinking about you
Everyday
Half of my life, half of my life
Half of my life, half of my life
Blanche, are you really angry
That I told you I was so sorry
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8. |
Quit
01:12
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I'll take a look outside
And see if the weather is nice
And then I'll smile
just like you told me
just like you told me
You'll always be in my heart
it's time to quit
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