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Living behind few people

by Feldup

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1.
I sat next to you In the classroom I fell in love I fell in you I had nothing to say And you filled that hole (ooo) I fell in love I fell in love I fell I fell Do you remember that conversation we had in the staircase And It's all over, I'm a lonely oh So lonely lover I fell in love I fell I fell in you I fell in you And it's over And it's over it's over and it's- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH (OOOOOOOOO) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH (OOOOOOOOO) I fell in love I fell I sat next to you In the classroom I fell in love I fell in you
2.
Unlucky boy 03:42
We're all afraid when we're in a plane We all know it could crash In the sea and then sink But it never, never happens We're all afraid when we're in a plane But we're not insane Because we know we're gonna land Every journey has an end There's one percent chance of it happening But it always fails There's one percent chance of it happening But it always fails (it always fails ...) Oh god, give me a chance I will be the man I will stop pretending I will go back to the beggining I failed a lot I failed too much Now it's time To move on There's one percent chance of it happening But it always fails There's one percent chance of it happening But it always fails (it always fails ...) A human without talent Without a voice I'm lost in the crowd And I sing at loud None of my songs will be remembered There are just like that bird You appreciate them in the moment But you turn your head and it disappears There's one percent chance of it happening But it always fails There's one percent chance of it happening But it always fails There's one percent chance of it happening But it always fails (I'm falling down) There's one percent chance of it happening But it always fails (I'm falling down)
3.
(I'm not a guy into that kind of thing I'm not a guy into that kind of thing I'm not a guy into that kind of thing I'm not a guy into that kind of thing) So What are we doing tonight ? I'm gonna stay in my cell Hey dude Are you alright ? It's something I can not tell Don't invite me please Don't invite me please It's gonna be a disaster Don't listen, don't bother Well you went bastard Well you went bastard Well you went bastard Well you went bastard Why am I feeling so trapped in my own decisions Why am I feeling so lost in my emotions I'm still asking myself the same question The same question, the same question What is the point of all of this ? What is the point of all of this ? Sleeping in the classroom Walking in my bedroom (Raise your voice At least once) Well you went bastard Well you went bastard Well you went bastard Well you went bastard You all control me With my consent I'm lost in the sea I'm lost in the ocean The ripples keep on scratching my back I need to clear up my throat So I spat my glair on the ground While you were looking all around And I spat blood in the toilets And I spat blood when you punched me When you bathed my head in sand Memories memories, without any end Am I ever gonna dance ? Am I ever gonna dance ? Should I be worried by the glances No, turn around, and do all the dances (Raise your voice At least once) Well you went bastard Well you went bastard Well you went bastard Well you went bastard
4.
Panic attack 04:43
My head is going to explode after this horrifying night I promise dad I was not smoking, I was alright I just had a really hard, really hard panic attack And she was there talking to me and he was there too I was fading into the lights and the songs and the screams I was so caught in the crowd I couldn't breathe My breath was caught by you, by the tears, by the wine, by the beers I swear those cigarettes aren't mine. -Mine Dad. Dad. Lost in the pain I felt The pain I felt The party stopped at 4 aM But it stopped sooner for me At midnight I was panicking Fucking crowd, you ruined everything Is it okay to say that I fell in love with you When you sat there to talk with me I want to cuddle you too But you told me "no", I know, but I wasn't ready I love you I fucking love you I wish I could say sorry I wish I could sing it And I love you. it's so long What can I say in the end What can I say in the end What can I sing about you that hasn't been already sung It was a terrifying panic attack It was a terrifying panic attack It was a terrifying panic attack It was a terrifying panic attack It was a terrifying panic attack It was a terrifying panic attack It was a terrifying panic attack It was a terrifying panic attack It was a terrifying panic attack
5.
Should I always follow you ? Don't you realize in what shit I'm getting myself into ? And everyday I take antidepressants Prozac, Xanax, Lexotan, Tranxene Come, get in my spiral I'm almost out of oxygene. I'm nothing, just a grain of dust Are you the ones I should trust ? Are you the ones I should follow ? I'm afraid of my own shadow And oh, I don't know where we're going One day I willl choose If I should follow you I'm living behind you all And I don't know If I should Leave you all behind Will it heal all my scars ? I'm living behind you all And I don't know If I should Leave you all behind Will it heal all my scars ? But it's not that easy it's not that easy It's not easy It's really hard God, help me just for once Please I remember that time in english class We had written dumb shit on our paper We were afraid to even pass So we tried to avoid eye contact with the teacher And everytime she decided to pick a group We were right there face to face You think I was blushing because of the test But I was just so fucking in love with you When my ex broke up And the texts I had sent to you They were actually a cry hor help I didn't know what to do I'm afraid of moving on Oh love is cruel, love has no pity But love is just so addictive I'm living behind you all And I don't know If I should Leave you all behind Will it heal all my scars I'm living behind you all And I don't know If I should Leave you all behind Will it heal all my scars ? (Do something) I'm living behind you all And I don't know If I should Leave you all behind Will it heal all my scars ? (Do something) I'm living behind you all And I don't know If I should Leave you all behind Will it heal all my scars ? (Do something)
6.
To forget 05:31
[Capo on the 3rd fret : Am D G G] You were all drunk at midnight In the middle I was alright I've always been sober It's never over You were kissing like two Cuddling birds who We wanted to see Dance dance dance and dance [Em C D Em / Em C D Em / G] I don't want to move my limbs I just want to watch you move To watch you drink It makes me think x2 About you We were all confessing Our failed romances And I was the only one Who was listening Briac told me that love was Like a tree, and you just had to Forget the roots But my love is a fucking forest [Em C D Em / Em C D Em / G] I don't want to move my limbs I just want to watch you move To watch you drink It makes me think x2 About you [Am Em] I'll never Be able To forget And move on
7.
(So I'm gonna refer to a girl named "blanche" which means "white" in french so some of the symbolism will be a little bit more obvious) Oh lovy boy You hurt me When you shot your arrow You knew it would be clear I felt pretty nervous when I first Sat next to you in class I didn't know you at all But it was pretty nice We were laughing at loud In the middle of the crowd You were drawing little smiles On my notebook when I was sad I remember how traumatized you looked When I told you I had clinical depression And I cried next to you One night (the chorus is not really about the girl) Half of my life, half of my life Half of my life, half of my life Your dresses and your glasses You were beautiful to me Don't care about the others They are just a bunch of machines Your little imperfections Were what made me fell in love the most You were the white light That guided me at night Oh why oh why Did lovy boy bit my heart As the days went on my love grew I was shaking everytime I saw you It was becoming clear It was becoming clear And I sat on the step Of that staircase And I confessed I love you. Half of my life, half of my life Half of my life, half of my life I had already been rejected a lot But this time I couldn't move on Every conversation became awkward You stopped talking to me You did not bother to see The texts I had sent to you While on a breakdown No light shines anymore In my heart Deep inside I need your voice Punch me in the stomach If you want to I just want to see your face And in the night I lit up a candle To remember the times Where I had this lighthouse Now I'm lost in the ocean Why won't the love fade away Why am I thinking about you Everyday Half of my life, half of my life Half of my life, half of my life Blanche, are you really angry That I told you I was so sorry
8.
Quit 01:12
I'll take a look outside And see if the weather is nice And then I'll smile just like you told me just like you told me You'll always be in my heart it's time to quit

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My most experimental album yet. It kinda introduces the themes of the upcoming album "Home" but it focuses on a really small part of my life.

Failed romances, teen angst, raw sound, stupidity, weird lyrics : I hope you'll like this, or at least just relate to what I am saying, singing or screaming.

Mon album le plus expérimental à ce jour. Il présente en quelque sorte les thèmes de mon prochain album "Home" mais il se concentre juste sur une petite partie de ma vie.

Des romances ratées, les angoisses d'un adolescent, du son cru et brut, de la stupidité, des paroles bizarres : J'espère que vous aimerez ou à la limite que vous allez vous identifier dans ce que je dit, chante ou crie.

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released June 23, 2018

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